Hard Night

Just a quick little update, I haven't been doing too well tonight. Extra stress in my life has just pushed me over the edge. I hope it's taken care of so I can get back to getting better. I'm kinda taken aback, as I was doing fairly well. Now, the entire focus has been on my stomach and it's really miserable. I'm trying to remain optimistic, as I will hopefully be getting new meds tomorrow. I have heard lots of good things about this particular doctor and I'm hoping he can help me. As of now, here I am, 11:04 pm with no intention of going to sleep any time soon. Keeping the windows closed is hard when I'm anxious and my mom doesn't want me to open them this late at night. I am feeling so trapped. I am just focusing on praying right now and looking forward to relief.